CHAPTERĀ ONE
Nilsen Ranch near Quincy, California
Bailey Harding was something all right…. Luke looked across the dinner table at the laughing face of his best friendās sister. Smart, funny, beautiful, and with a great sense of humor . . .
Max elbowed him in the ribs. āYou keep staring at Noahās sister like that and heās going to be all up in your face,ā he murmured.
āHeās too busy smiling at Jen to notice what Iām doing,ā Luke replied.
āNah, your tongueās hanging out of your mouth. Even your momās noticed.ā
Luke instinctively glanced over at his mom, who winked at him.
āDammit.ā Luke returned his attention to his food.
āLetās be honest here, boss. You can smile at Bailey all you like, but youāre not in her league, and you never will be.ā Max never knew when to shut up. āSheās recently come out of a long-term relationship and sheās not going to want to jump back into dating any time soon.ā
That was unfortunately true. Luke had noticed times when Baileyās smile disappeared and that stricken look in her brown eyes returned. He wasnāt sure whether he wanted to punch the guy whoād made her feel that way or shake his hand. Bailey had been staying at the ranch for three weeks and showed no signs of returning to San Diego anytime soon. Apparently, most of her work as a paralegal and her studies for law school could be handled remotely.
Which, if she chose to stay on the ranch permanentlyāwith himāwould make life very easy. Luke drank his water. The problem was that Max was right. What did he have to offer a successful, independent woman who lived and worked in a thriving city by the ocean? He glanced around the kitchen. An old house that needed a lot of work, a ranch that required all his attention, and a man whoād been to war and never really gotten over it.
Jen, Noahās girlfriend, and soon-to-be on call midwife at his momās medical practice, waved at him.
āIām going into town after lunch. Didnāt you say you had to meet up with Bernie?ā
āYeah, something about the charity puppy auction, I think she said, but you never know with Bernie. It could be anything.ā
āSheās a busy woman,ā Jen agreed. āWhat with the coffee shop, the online baking thing,Ā andĀ the humane society, I donāt know when she sleeps. We can go together if you like and save some gas.ā
āSure.ā Luke nodded.
āWould it be okay if I came with you?ā Bailey asked. āI have to mail something from the post office.ā Bailey glanced between Luke and Jen. āIf I wonāt be intruding?ā
āNot at all,ā Luke replied promptly. āThe more the merrier.ā
āBernie has the best coffee and pastries in the valley,ā Jen said. āAnd I really like her. She was the first person I met when I came up to the ranch.ā She grinned at Noah. āShe gave me directions to here, a flask of hot coffee, and made me promise to let her know I arrived safely.ā
Luke smiled. āSounds like Bernie. She was always the mothering type, even in kindergarten.ā
Bailey looked over at Luke. āI guess you and your family know everyone around here, right?ā
āWell, Mom does. Being a doctor means sheās in everyoneās business.ā Luke smiled at his mom. āBut I went to school with a whole bunch of kids whoāve never left the area.ā
āWhereas San Diego is a much more transient placeāwhat with the military and people chasing their Californian dream,ā Bailey said. āItās hard to get to know people. Iām glad I had my sisters around while Noah was overseas.ā
Max picked up his plate. āI donāt have time to go to town. Thereās work to do in the barn.ā
āIāll bring you back one of Bernieās doughnuts!ā Jen called out to him as he put his glass in the dishwasher.
āTalk to me when you bring back a dozen.ā Max said, and departed.
Noah set down his fork with a sigh. āI guess I should be getting out there, too.ā He kissed the top of Jenās head. āIāll keep an ear out for Sky and get him up from his nap if youāre not back.ā
āThank you.ā Jen smiled blissfully after Noah as he went out. āHe really is the best guy.ā
āYou got a good one there,ā Luke agreed.
Bailey nodded. āMy brotherās amazing.ā She pointed at Jen. āBut youāre good for him. Iāve never seen him smile this much in his life.ā
āYeah, itās quite unnerving, isnāt it?ā Luke agreed, which made Bailey laugh.
She did like him, Luke thought, but whether she saw him as anything other than her brotherās best friend was debatable and probably unlikely, seeing as he had no idea how to change her opinion of him. What he needed was a new strategy….
He pushed back his chair and rose to his feet. āGive me fifteen minutes to get the kitchen cleaned up, and Iāll be ready to go.ā
* * *
Bernie handed over the chai latte to the stressed-looking woman with the crying toddler and smiled down at the little girl.
āDo you want some milk, sweetheart?ā
āI want CAKE!ā the tiny tyrant said forcefully. āNOW.ā
Bernie looked at the woman. āI can give her a cake pop for free if it gives you time to enjoy your latte.ā
āThat would be so kind of you,ā the woman said. āWeāve got another seventy miles to drive before we get to our next stop, and Iām not sure Iāll make it without some caffeine.ā She yawned and then slapped the hand that wasnāt holding on to her daughter over her mouth. āSorry.ā
āAre you sure you should be driving?ā Bernie couldnāt help but ask. āThere is a hotel right across the street if you need to take an earlier break. The roads out of the forests arenāt the easiest to drive on, even at this time of year.ā
āReally?ā The woman glanced wistfully out of the plate-glass window at the well-lit Victorian house opposite. āIs it a nice place?ā
āThe best. But I am biased because my cousin Lucy runs it.ā Bernie smiled. āI can call her and see if she has space for you. Maybe even just for a nap before you get going again?ā
The toddler glared up at her. āCake, Momma!ā
Bernie crouched in front of the little girl. āYou can have your cake if you sit right here.ā She patted the seat of the nearest empty booth. āWhatās your favorite kind?ā
āPink!ā
āI have just the thing.ā Bernie hoisted the kid onto the seat. āSit tight and Iāll get it for you.ā
The mom slid in next to her daughter, effectively blocking her in as Bernie quickly found the cake pop and brought it and the momās drink over to the booth.
āHere you go.ā
āThanks.ā The woman yawned again. āDo you think you could ask your cousin whether she has a room for us? Iād rather make it back in one piece than risk driving on unfamiliar roads with a screaming toddler in the back. I can call my husband and let him know so he doesnāt worry.ā
āIāll text her right now,ā Bernie assured her.
Fifteen minutes later the toddler and her mother were on their way across the street to Lucyās place and Bernie was wiping cake crumbs and frosting off every single surface of the booth. The bell jangled, and she looked up to see Jen and Luke coming into the coffee shop.
āHey, you.ā Luke smiled, and her heart did its usual jumpy thing. āJen wanted coffee, and I guess we need to talk about the humane society fundraiser?ā
āAnd cake.ā Jen grinned at her. āAnd doughnuts to take back, of course.ā
āItās been a slow day, so I still have a little of everything left,ā Bernie said. āIāve already sent out the online orders.ā
āWhat time are they picked up?ā Jen asked as they followed her up to the counter.
āTen.ā
Luke chuckled. āIn the morning? You hate mornings.ā
āI used to. Now, I get up at four and start baking,ā Bernie said. āIāve been doing it for over a year.ā
She was slightly hurt Luke hadnāt inquired about her new business venture before Jen brought it up, but he did have a lot on his plate.
Luke pulled a face. āGah, Iām sorry, Ber. I did know that. Iām not sure where my head is this afternoon.ā He punched her gently on the arm. āYouāre killing it with your sixteen-hour days.ā
Bernie made the coffee for Jen and Luke, an herbal tea for herself. If she kept sucking down caffeine all day she couldnāt sleep, and according to everyone, she wasnāt doing enough of that already.
āIāll keep an eye on things if you want to talk to Luke,ā Jen offered.
āIād appreciate that,ā Bernie said. āMaryās due in an hour, after sheās finished her online classes, but until then itās all me.ā
Bernie took Jenās and Lukeās drinks and sat in the booth closest to the counter. He looked his usual selfāfair hair cut military short, tight beard, eyes blue as the California sky, and a warm smile to match. Outwardly, he hadnāt changed much since sheād first been paired up with him as her buddy for a field trip in kindergarten, when theyād discovered a mutual admiration for frogs.
But there was a wariness behind the easy smile, a tension that his years in the military had activated and now he was never without. He was a lot less jumpy and drawn than heād been when heād first come home, but she had a sense that the old Luke, the one sheād given her heart to at the age of ten, no longer existed. He kept things from her with a smile and a joke, and she didnāt know how to break through his reserve.
āSo, whatās the plan?ā he asked.
āWell, I thought weād stick with the original auction idea for the prequalified dog owners, but that we should also try something new.ā
āWhich would be what?ā
āWe take photos of locals with their pets, and people can bid on having a coffee date with them here at the shop.ā
āWho would want to do that?ā Luke looked slightly bemused.
āLots of people. Itās a way to make new friends with fellow pet lovers and might even lead to some hookups.ā Bernie beamed at him. āCome on, Luke, itās a great idea! Canāt you just see Max with Blinky and you with Winky?ā
Luke sat back. āHell, Iām not doing that.ā
āWhy not? There are lots of women whoād love to have coffee with you.ā
āThen why donāt they just ask me? I mean, arenāt we all supposed to be equal these days?ā
āHi Bernie!ā Bernie looked up to see Bailey Harding coming through the door. She looked fantastic as usual, her dark hair held back from her face with a blue scarf and her makeup perfectly applied to her already stunning face. āWhatās Luke fussing about now?ā
Luke scooched over to make room for Bailey in the booth.
āIām trying to persuade him to be in the dog auction with Winky,ā Bernie said.
āAs someone people can bid on to have a coffee with their pet,ā Luke hastily added. āNot to adopt.ā
āIād adopt you.ā Bailey winked at him. āYouāre cute.ā
Luke smiled. āThanks for the vote of confidence, but Iām still not sure I want to do it.ā
āBut it sounds like a great idea!ā Bailey returned her attention to Bernie. āLike a low-key singles site but with pets, coffee, and no pressure.ā
āExactly.ā Bernie nodded. āLuke doesnāt think anyone would be interested.ā
Bailey raised her eyebrows. āHas heĀ seenĀ the volunteer fire department out here washing their fire trucks? And those awesome women who run the trail rides about a mile down the road? They are all super-hot. Iād bid on any of them.ā
āWe donāt know if they have pets,ā Luke countered.
āMaybe they could borrow a pet for the shoot from the humane society?ā Bailey looked at Bernie. āI mean, who wouldnāt want to adopt a dog or a puppy being lovingly cradled in a half-naked firefighterās arms?ā
Luke held up his hands. āFine, Iām obviously outnumbered, but Iām not taking my shirt off for anyone.ā
āWhy not?ā Bailey poked him in the ribs. āIāve seen you coming out of the bathroom with just a towel wrapped around your waist, and you look damn fine to me.ā She rose to her feet. āIām going to get some coffee and make sure Jen isnāt eating all the doughnuts. Anyone want a refill?ā
Bernie nodded, her attention on Luke, who was blushing like a rose. He wasnāt even looking at her, he was staring after Bailey. A sense of disquiet niggled at her.
āEverything okay?ā she asked as he continued to look past her with a dopey smile on his face.
āYeah! Sure.ā He took a sip of coffee. āBaileyās great, isnāt she?ā
āShe is.ā Bernie paused. āI guess sheāll be heading back to San Diego soon, right?ā
āShe hasnāt said anything about leaving yet.ā Luke set his mug back down. āI get the impression that sheās taking some time to work out what she wants to do next.ā
āShe just split up with her long-term boyfriend so sheās probably dealing with that fallout,ā Bernie said as Lukeās gaze went past her again and focused on Bailey. āThat must be tough.ā
āYeah,ā Luke said. āI guess.ā
Bernie cleared her throat, and Lukeās gaze snapped back to her.
āSorry.ā He half smiled.
āIs there something wrong?ā Bernie asked cautiously. āYou seem distracted.ā
āIām just wishing I could be more, you know?ā
āMore what?ā
He shrugged. āInteresting, I guess.ā
āI think youāre very interesting.ā
āYou have to say that because weāre BFFs.ā He reached over and lightly punched her on the shoulder. āBut we both know Iām kind of dull.ā
It was Bernieās turn to sit back. āWhy would you think that?ā
His gaze slid away from her again. āI guess itās when you see yourself through someone elseās eyes.ā
āAre you talking about Bailey, here?ā Bernie asked slowly.
Luke stood up and grabbed her hand. āCome outside a minute.ā
Bernie followed him out onto the covered porch that wrapped around the building. It was warm enough not to need a coat, but hardly sunny. There was very little traffic on Main Street, making it unfortunately easy to hear what Luke wanted to say. She folded her arms over her chest as he paced the porch and then came back to her, his hands in the front pockets of his jeans.
āI really like her.ā
āBailey?ā
Luke nodded. āSheās incredibly talented, great looking, and has purpose in her life.ā
āAnd sheāll be going back to San Diego soon.ā Bernie tried to speak evenly as her heart sank to her boots.
āShe doesnāt seem keen to do that right now,ā Luke countered. āAnd, if she wanted to stay here, we could make it work.ā
āAnd thatās what you want?ā
āYeah, and thatās where you come in.ā Luke held her gaze.
āLike how, exactly?ā Bernie didnāt dare look away.
āYou know me better than anyoneāfaults and all, right?ā
Bernie nodded as a sensation of dread overcame her.
āThen I want you to help me become a better version of meāsomeone Bailey will admire and want to be with.ā
Bernie opened and closed her mouth like a fish on a hook until Luke frowned.
āAre you okay?ā
āIām fine.ā She took a steadying breath. āThe thing is, Luke. I like you just the way you are, so why would I want to change you?ā
Apparently oblivious to the faint wobble in her voice, Luke carried on talking.
āBecause youāre my best friend? I donāt have anyone else I can ask, Ber, and I trust you.ā He grinned. āIāll even take my shirt off for that damn auction if itāll seal the deal.ā
Bernie just stared at him until he nodded.
āOkay, I get that itās a lot to ask and that you need to think about it. Shall we go back in?ā
He gave her a friendly hug, turned on his heel, and went back into the coffee shop, leaving Bernie frozen in shock.
āOblivious, stupid ass,ā she muttered as she kicked the doorframe. āYou want me to do what, Luke Nilsen? Change you into the kind of man another woman gets to take home and live happily ever after with forever?ā
The door opened again, and she hastily stepped out of the way as Bailey emerged with Luke behind her.
āHey, thanks so much for the coffee.ā Bailey held up her drink. āI got it to go. Lukeās going to show me where the post office is.ā Her smile faltered. āI decided to mail the jewelry Will gave me back, and it needs to be signed for.ā
āItās always good to see you, Bailey,ā Bernie said, deliberately not looking at Luke. āCome back if you need a refill for the journey up to the ranch.ā
Luke winked at her as he followed Bailey down the steps and pointed out the post office, which was clearly visible from the coffee shop. Bernie went inside, where the familiar scent of coffee, vanilla, and cinnamon for once failed to comfort her.
Jen was packing up her doughnut haul and setting the boxes on the counter.
āIāve got at least two dozen. Iāve already paid for them, andāā she paused. āWhatās up? You look like someone kicked your favorite puppy.ā
āNothing. . . .ā Bernie automatically smiled as she came behind the counter to stand next to Jen. āDid you sell anything while I was out talking to Luke?ā
āBernie . . .ā Jen said softly. āWeāre friends, right? You can tell me anything.ā
Bernie wiped down the already immaculate countertop and considered what to say. āLukeās being . . . weird.ā
āTotally.ā Jen chuckled. āHeās got the hots for Bailey.ā
āYou knew?ā Bernie blinked at Jen.
āHard to miss when heās literally hanging on her every word like a teenager. Noahās not happy about it. He loves Luke like a brother, but that doesnāt mean he thinks anyone is good enough for his sister.ā Jen regarded Bernie carefully. āYouāre fond of Luke, arenāt you?ā
āYes, well, weāve been best friends since I was five and he was my fourth-grade buddy.ā Bernie tried to sound casual but wasnāt sure she succeeded.
āBut itās more than that, isnāt it?ā
āObviously not for Luke.ā Bernie pulled a face. āI guess Iām the stupid one, thinking heād eventually notice I was the best thing in his life.ā She rinsed out the cloth in the sink. āAnd now he wantsĀ meĀ to help change him into the kind of man Bailey might want.ā
āLike, Luke seriously said that?ā Jen asked. āToĀ you?ā
āIām his best friend,ā Bernie said miserably. āHe trusts me.ā
Jen frowned. āHeās also an idiot. Baileyās last boyfriend was a city-born lawyer.ā
āBut as that didnāt work out, Luke obviously thinks she wants something different,ā Bernie pointed out, trying to be fair. āMaybe someone like him. Heās college educated, was an officer in the marines, and he runs his own ranch.ā
āNothing wrong with any of that, but I just canāt see Bailey . . .ā Jen trailed off, her gaze settling somewhere in the middle distance. āCan I get back to you on this?ā
āSure! I mean itās definitely not your problem, so donāt feel like you have to do anything,ā Bernie assured her. āIām fairly certain that when Bailey goes back to San Diego, Luke will change his mind.ā
āIf she goes back.ā
Bernie considered that nightmare scenario.
āBut even if she leaves, that doesnāt solve the problem,ā Jen said thoughtfully. āHe needs to step up regardless.ā
āI donāt follow.ā
āForĀ you. Maybe while Lukeās busy thinking youāre turning him into the man for Bailey, youāre really making him into the manĀ youĀ deserve.ā
āI canāt do that,ā Bernie objected. āI like him just how he is.ā
āMaybe thatās part of the problem and why he takes you for granted,ā Jen said slowly. āSo while youāre busy with Luke, Iāll help you.ā
āDo what exactly?ā Bernie asked, confused.
Jen smiled. āWork out whether Luke really is the guy for you or ifĀ youāreĀ the one who needs to shake things up a bit and find someone new!ā
CHAPTERĀ TWO
āIs that you, love?ā Bernieās mom, Linda, called out as she came down the stairs. āIāve left your dinner warming in the oven.ā
āThanks, Mom!ā Bernie said as she took off her work shoes and put on her fluffy slippers. Her feet always ached from standing behind the counter all day. She went into the large, cozy kitchen attached to the family room and looked around. āWhere is everyone?ā
āI finally cracked and murdered them all,ā said her mom, who had the same red hair as Bernie. āTheyāre all upstairs watching the sports ball on the big TV in my bedroom.ā
A roar came wafting down the stairs and Bernie smiled. āSounds like weāre winning whatever it is.ā
She sat at the tiled kitchen counter, moving a pile of schoolbooks and random magazines to one side to make a space for her mom to set her dinner in front of her.
āThanks so much for keeping this for me.ā
āIt wasnāt easy. Bill ate enough for three and still complained he was hungry.ā
āTeenagers,ā Bernie said as she gulped down the spaghetti in cheese sauce. āI think they have hollow legs.ā
āMikeās nearly as bad, and heās my age.ā Linda set a glass of water beside Bernieās plate. āBut working a ranch does use up a lot of calories, and thereās not an inch of fat on the man.ā
Bernieās stepdad Mike had ranching in his blood just like Luke Nilsenās family. He was a big man who didnāt say much but showed his love for his wife and family in many less-obvious ways. Heād married Linda when Bernie was three and had always treated her like his own. She loved him and her two half brothers and sister dearly.
Linda leaned back against the countertop opposite Bernie and drank her coffee.
āWeāre worried about you, love.ā
āWhyās that?ā Bernie managed to ask between forkfuls of pasta and drinking half her glass of water. āIām fine.ā
āYouāre doing too much,ā her mom said. āYou hardly have time to sleep, and now with the animal shelter auction coming up, things will get even worse.ā
āIāve got lots of help for that. In fact, I was just talking to Luke about it earlier.ā
āLukeās probably got enough to do up on that ranch to have much time to spare for you,ā Linda said as she refilled Bernieās glass of water. āIf youāre going to continue to do so much, you need permanent, paid help.ā
āI have Mary,ā Bernie pointed out. Her half sister was currently watching the cafĆ©, while Bernie took her dinner break.
āWho is still in school and can only work part time right now.ā
āI also have Casey and Pen who help out, too,ā Bernie said. āI like everything Iām doing right now, Mom, and I donāt want to stop.ā
Linda sighed. āSometimes you remind me so much of your father. He never knew when to stop, either.ā
āI will try and find more help,ā Bernie said. āItās just hard to find it around here. Lucy struggles to get staff at the B&B as well.ā
āI know. The twins love it when they can go to town and earn some money.ā Linda chuckled. āLucy says they make great bussers and wood choppers.ā
āHopefully, not at the same time.ā Bernie finished the pasta and put down her fork. āThanks for the food.ā
āYouāre welcome, love.ā Linda started making a fresh pot of coffee as Bernie rinsed her bowl and put it in the dishwasher. āI got MJ to feed the pets, so you donāt have to go out and do that.ā
Bernie walked over to her mom and hugged her. āYou are so good to me.ā
āI know.ā Linda hugged her back. āMJ said that he thought Pandora was close to having her puppies.ā
āSheās certainly due,ā Bernie said. āI wonder what theyāll look like.ā
Pandora, the poodle, had come to them from a kill shelter in northern California, already pregnant and probably kicked out by her owner for that reason. She was a pretty but timid dog who hated loud noises and wasnāt very keen on men. Luckily, every animal on the planet took to MJ, so he had gained her trust quite easily.
āWho knows?ā Linda handed Bernie her coffee. āBut it will be nice to have more puppies for the auction. As soon as theyāre ready Iāll get their pictures up on the website for you. What did Luke think of your other idea?ā
āHe hated it.ā Bernie sighed. āBut luckily Bailey, whoās staying up at the ranch, persuaded him to change his mind.ā
āNoahās sister?ā Her mom knew everything that went on in the valley. āThe one whoās studying to be a lawyer?ā
āThatās the one. Sheās really nice.ā Bernie sipped her coffee. āLuke likes her a lot.ā
āDoes he now.ā Linda met Bernieās gaze. āAnd does she like him back?ā
āI have no idea.ā Bernie smiled. āNothing to do with me.ā
āBernie, love . . . youāve had your eye on Luke Nilsen since you were five.ā
She tried not to wince at the sympathy in her momās voice. āThat doesnāt mean he feels the same way about me, and he obviously doesnāt, because he wants me to help him get it on with Bailey.ā
āNo.ā Her momās face looked exactly like Jenās had. āWhat a complete knucklehead. Men can be so . . . dim sometimes. I mean look at your fatherāhe gave up a wife and child just to chase some foolish obsession with coding software.ā
āHis loss, Mom.ā Bernie had never met her father and had no real interest in learning anything about him.
āHe . . . contacted me recently.ā
Bernie set her mug down on the countertop. āWho did?ā
āBrian. Your father.ā
āI hope you told him to take a flying leap.ā
āAlmost my exact words.ā Linda smiled at her. āI blocked his email after that.ā
āWell done.ā Bernie checked the time. āIāve got about twenty minutes before I need to get back, close up shop, and drive Mary and myself home.ā She rinsed out her mug. āPlenty of time to visit Pandora and see how sheās doing.ā
āOr you could just put your feet up,ā her mom suggested.
āI can do that when Iām a millionaire running twenty-five bakeries, Mom.ā Bernie went back toward the mudroom to put on her boots.
She didnāt wait to hear her momās reply, knowing she wouldnāt like itāand what was there to say anyway? She wanted to be successful, and she was prepared to work hard to get there.
The walk down to the second barn, which housed the humane society pets and a few of Bernieās own rescues, wasnāt far, but it gave her plenty of time to think. Had she crammed her life full of work to avoid the fact that Luke was never going to love her the way she loved him?
Even worse, had she created all her businesses at home to avoid having to leave, and centered them around her certainty that Luke would want her to stay and work alongside him? She suspected at some level she had, but that was too embarrassing to admit to herself, let alone anyone else.
She was a mass of contradictions, and it wasnāt surprising that someone like Luke, who planned everything out in minute detail, wasnāt interested in her…. Sure, he liked her being his friend because they were so different, but as a life partner? Maybe not so much. He was calm and measured with his approach to new things, whereas she jumped in headfirst and started swimming. He was good at people managing while she tended to go by instinct and was sometimes too honest for her own good.
As she approached the barn a chorus of yelps and excited barks rose to greet her, and she had to smile. Two of the feral barn cats strolled out to stare at her. One of them even deigned to wrap himself around her legs and purr. She checked water bowls and food containers, but MJ had done his usual excellent job and put everything back in its right place as well. He wanted to be a vet, and Bernie thought heād be awesome at it.
She walked past the spacious pens where various animals were either recuperating, resting, or waiting to be adopted, and unlatched the last one.
āHey Pandora!ā Bernie called out. āHowās it going?ā
There was no sign of the small white poodle until Bernie crouched on the straw-covered floor and checked the bedding under the shelf at the back of the pen. From what she could see, Pandora was too busy having her pups to worry about chatting with Bernie. Bernie watched for a few minutes to make sure everything seemed to be proceeding normally and then sent a text to her mom and to Janice, the local vet, to let them know what was going on.
Five minutes later, there was a tap on the door and her brother MJ, who was five minutes younger than his identical twin, Billy, appeared.
āMom sent me to keep an eye on Pandora while you go and lock up.ā
āAwesome.ā Bernie stood and dusted herself off. āSheās doing great. I see three puppies right now.ā She checked that MJ had his phone. āYou know what to do if she has any problems, right?ā
āYeah, yeah, call Dad and Janice.ā MJ settled down with his back against the wall and started tapping away on his cell. āBut I think sheās going to be fine.ā
Bernie didnāt doubt his quiet confidence. He had a sixth sense for animals, and theyād all grown to rely on his insights.
She ruffled his thick, red hair as she went past, and he reacted like sheād poisoned him.
āEw. Keep away from me, woman.ā
āMy pleasure.ā
Bernie checked that she had the keys to her truck, washed her hands, and went back out into the cooling breeze coming off the forests that surrounded the ranch. There had been some huge fires over the past few years, but so far nothing had come close, and they were all truly thankful. Bernie had an emergency plan in case the worst happened and she had to evacuate the pets and people on the ranch, but she hoped she never had to put it into practice.
Her cell buzzed as she got into her truck and displayed a text from Luke. For the first time in years, Bernie didnāt rush to open it and reply. Luke could wait while she attended to her own business. If he truly wanted her help, perhaps it was time he realized there were plenty of other calls on her. In fact, she was expecting one from Jen about her plans to make Bernie a new woman.
Not that she was sure that would work . . . but she had to try something.
* * *
Luke glanced down at his phone and frowned. It wasnāt like Bernie not to respond to his texts straight away. Had he overstepped, asking her to help him out with Bailey? Maybe she didnāt know how to tell him he was chasing an impossible dream.
āWhatās up?ā Max rarely missed a thing. āBailey ignoring you?ā
āYouāre not funny.ā Luke put his cell away and returned to his task of mucking out the stalls. āI was texting Bernie.ā
āSheās a busy woman these days,ā Max said as he hefted another load of sodden straw into the wheelbarrow. āShe makes the best damn doughnuts in the county.ā
āIām supposed to be helping her with the pet auction.ā
āSheās doing that as well?ā Max raised his eyebrows. āShe probably sleeps even less than I do.ā
āAs you said, sheās busy.ā Luke shut the stall door. āBut sheās always had a soft spot for animals, and nothing either of us could say would make her give that up.ā
āI donāt know about that,ā Max spoke over his shoulder as he took the wheelbarrow out. āShe listens to you.ā
Luke went on to the next stall and filled up the water bucket. It was warm enough to turn the horses out during the day, and there was grass for them to graze on, which meant they were spending less on hay. There was always the danger of a late frost, but having grown up on the ranch, Luke had a fair idea of the weather patterns and had family records going back three generations, to when his Scandinavian ancestors had first come to California.
He checked his phone again, but Bernie still hadnāt replied. He tapped her number, and it went straight to voicemail.
āHey, itās Luke. Give me a call when you get a chance, okay?ā
He finished his tasks and went to help Max. āDid I mention that Bernie wants you to pose half naked with Winky or Blinky for her new auction idea?ā
āYeah?ā Max looked up and flexed his biceps. āIād be down for that.ā
Considering Maxās pitch-black hair, intense blue eyes, and super-fit physique, Luke wasnāt surprised he was on board with the idea.
āSheās got this weird idea that people would want to bid on a local coffee date with a pet and its owner kind of thing.ā
āItās a good way to meet someone.ā Max closed the feedstore door. āIn a nonthreatening way.ā
āSo Iām the only one who thinks itās odd, then?ā Luke asked as they walked back to the house together.
āWhy donāt you like the idea? Youāre the most social of the three of us and a big hit with the ladies.ā
āMaybe thatās why.ā Luke grimaced.
āIf Baileyās still around it might make her see you with new eyesāas a good catch rather than her brotherās best friend.ā
Luke considered that option. āI guess.ā
āSee?ā Max rolled his eyes. āNow youāre all for it.ā
āBailey already told me she thought it was a great idea, and Bernieās going ahead with it anyway.ā
āGood for her.ā Max opened the door into the mudroom and let Luke go by him. āIām all about helping the pets.ā He paused. āAnd meeting some new women. You should try it sometime.ā
Luke toed off his work boots. āI guess.ā
āYouāve given up chasing Bailey?ā Max undid his jacket. āGreat.ā
āI didnāt say that.ā Luke lowered his voice in case there was anyone in the kitchen. āThe trouble is that Iāve known everyone here my whole life. Bailey offers a new perspective on everything.ā
āYouāre planning on living in San Diego then?ā
āMaybe.ā Luke shrugged.
āAnd leave this place to run itself?ā Maxās tone was skeptical.
āItās still Momās ranch, Max. You and Noah can handle it for her perfectly well.ā Luke went through to the kitchen. āWhy are you looking at me like that?ā
āBecause I canāt imagine you anywhere but here, and if you donāt mind me saying so, youāve barely traveled five miles down the road since we got back.ā
āIāve got time,ā Luke said. āIām only turning thirty-five this year.ā
āYouāre getting old, bro, and youāve already been out in the world,ā Max reminded Luke as he followed through into the kitchen.
āOnly the violent parts.ā Luke poured them both some coffee. āIād like to view it in a different, more peaceful way now.ā
Max leaned back against the countertop and sipped from his mug. āYou donāt need a woman to make that happen. Youāve got the time and the funds to go off by yourself.ā
Luke snorted. āHardly.ā
āWeād cope.ā
āI know you would, but money is really tight right now.ā
Luke was not going to tell Max why the thought of leaving the safety of the ranch sometimes gave him nightmares. He was supposed to be the sane, level-headed, officer-class one, not the screwup. That was usually Maxās job. If he could persuade Bailey to stay here, heād at least have a chance to find out if she was the woman for him. . . .
āLuke.ā
āWhat?ā
āYouāre thinking too hard.ā Max tapped his skull. āThatās my department. Why donāt you just ask Bailey out on a date and take it from there?ā
āBecause Noah would kill me?ā
Max frowned. āItās nothing to do with him. Heās not her keeper.ā
āIāll think about it.ā Luke took out his phone. There was still no response from Bernie, and he could really do with some advice right now. āWhereās Jen?ā
āSheās out. Noahās on Sky duty until your mom gets back in half an hour. Weāre supposed to be getting dinner on.ā
Luke glanced at the clock. He didnāt have time to chase Bernie down. āYou might have mentioned that earlier. Itās already past six.ā
āI was thinking a mountain of pasta, pesto from the refrigerator, and salad, but if you want something more elaborate . . .ā Max walked into the pantry, his voice fading.
āSounds great to me.ā Luke grabbed a pan. āIāll put the water on to boil.ā