āYup, I was that annoying little kid who followed you and my brother Dan around all the time.ā
Lucy tried not to roll the dough too hard or accidentally throw the rolling pin in his general direction. Caleb had always been a straight talker, so why was she surprised that he spoke the truth?
āI remember.ā Lucy put the new cookies in the oven. āYou tied me to a tree in the backyard with my jump rope once.ā
Caleb frowned. āThat wasnāt nice.ā
He shoved his hand through thick reddish-brown hair that matched his tight beard. āI guess I should apologize.ā
āIt was probably Danās idea.ā She offered him an out as she washed her hands.
He winced. āNo, that one was all me.ā
Heād brought his coffee through with him and sipped it as he stared at her. She considered what to say next. As a hotelier she shouldnāt ask any personal questions, but as a resident of Quincy, she felt some responsibility for his personal safetyāor that was what she was going to tell herself.
He set his mug down by the side of the sink. āNot yet.ā
āI didnāt tell him when I planned to arrive, so heās not exactly expecting me.ā He hesitated as he pulled his phone out of his pocket. āMy cellās out of battery.ā
āYou can charge it right there.ā She pointed at the electrical outlet. āIt looks like the same brand as mine.ā
āThanks.ā He plugged it in and turned back to her.
Lucy made herself meet his gaze. āIām sorry about your mom.ā
āYeah.ā He picked up his mug. āIs there any more coffee?ā
āHelp yourself.ā Lucy pointed at the dresser. āThereās a whole pot right there.ā
āThanks. You can put it on my tab.ā
āAs I said, coffeeās free,ā Lucy reminded him, her gaze fixed on his broad shoulders and long jeans-clad legs as he turned his back on her. Heād certainly filled out since high school. Sheād seen him occasionally when heād come into town, but sheād never had much opportunity to talk to him without blushing and stammering like a fool. It wasnāt surprising heād erased her from his memories. But it was definitely a setback when sheād given him her heart when she was nine and decided she was going to marry him.
āStupid . . .ā Lucy murmured to herself before addressing Caleb again. āShall I see if thereās a taxi available to take you out to the ranch?ā
He turned to look at her, his expression guarded. āIād rather wait for my truck to be fixed.ā
āYou know what itās like here. That could take a while and Christmas is less than a week away.ā
āAs I said, Dad isnāt expecting me, and Iād rather have my own transport.ā
āI suppose that makes sense,ā Lucy said cautiously. āBut wouldnāt you rather be home than stuck here with me?ā
āYou donāt want guests?ā He raised his eyebrows.
āOf course, I do.ā He had no idea how much she needed them right now.
āThen youāve got one.ā He nodded. āIs it okay if I get my stuff from my truck while you sort out a room for me?ā
āAbsolutely.ā She nodded like she was in a trance. Caleb Erickson was staying in her house. Voluntarily? And he was even willing to pay for the privilege?
āGreat.ā He drained his mug.
She froze as he walked over and paused to look down at her. He leaned in so close she could smell the coffee on his breath and flicked her nose.
āThanks.ā āIāll get going before the snow buries my truck.ā He nodded at the back door. āIāll come in this way, so you donāt have to leave those cookies again.ā
A minute later he was gone, leaving Lucy gawping at the door like a fool.
The timer pinged, making her jump, and she checked the cookies, and reset it. If she hurried, she could get Calebās room prepared and be back down to take the cookies out. With that thought she ran
up the wide staircase and stood on the landing. Where to put him? She turned toward the rear of the house and selected door number three. There was a king-sized bed, and a walk-in shower big enough to accommodate his tall frame.
She considered him naked in that shower and almost tripped over her own feet.
āBe professional, Lucy,ā she admonished herself as she made sure the gas fire worked, that there were warm towels on the heated rack, and that all the potions and lotions for the bathroom were present and correct. Sheād aired the bed on the previous day and just had to turn down the covers.
Even as she smoothed a hand over the sheets where Caleb would soon lay his head, the timer went off in the kitchen and she hurriedly descended the stairs. A blast of cold air from the opening back door heralded Calebās return. She turned to smile at him as he set his bags on the tiled floor.
āPerfect timing.ā
āItās really snowing out there.ā Caleb took off his hat and gloves. āIād forgotten how bad it can get.ā
āYou donāt come back very often,ā Lucy remarked as she transferred the cookies to a wire cooling rack.
āMaybe I donāt consider it home anymore.ā
She looked up, saw the bleakness of his expression, and decided not to say a word.
āSeattle might be wet, but itās not so remote.ā He moved restlessly around the kitchen, his gaze everywhere. āThe gingerbread smells like the kind my mom used to make.ā
āHelp yourself,ā Lucy offered. āIām making enough to feed a nonexistent army of guests.ā
He took a piece, bit into it, and chewed slowly. āThis is good.ā
āMy granās recipe.ā Lucy smiled at him. āHave you eaten tonight?ā
āNope.ā
āI know it says bed and breakfast on the door, but I do offer dinner, and I havenāt had mine yet.ā Lucy paused to check his expression, which didnāt help much because heād always been hard to read. āItās a chicken casserole with dumplings.ā
āI could go for that.ā
āGreat!ā She turned off the oven. āItās been sitting on the bottom shelf cooking away all afternoon while I baked the cookies. I checked it just before you arrived and itās ready to go.ā She paused. āWould you rather eat by yourself in the guest dining room, or here with me?ā
He frowned. āHere.ā
āThat makes life much easier.ā She found plates and silverware and put them out on the pine table along with the casserole.
āCan I help?ā
She glanced at him as she went by. āWhat would you like to drink?ā
He shrugged. āWaterās fine.ā
āI definitely have that, and thereās iced tea and lemonade in the refrigerator.ā
She left him opening random cupboards looking for glasses while she went into the old washroom that housed the industrial-sized freezer, backup refrigerator, and extensive pantry. She decanted lemonade into a jug, found some ironed napkins, and came back into the kitchen to find Caleb had taken off his sheepskin-lined jacket to reveal a thick black sweater over jeans.
Heād always been the ideal man for her, and nothing had changed. She finally remembered to take off her apron.
āNice to see you getting settled in.ā She set the jug and napkins on the table.
āItās warm in here.ā
āIām glad to hear it. We had to replace the whole heating system last year and it cost a fortune.ā
āI guess it would.ā He sat opposite her. The light brought out the red tones in his dark auburn hair. He nodded at the casserole dish. āSmells great.ā
Lucy helped herself and let Caleb do the same. A comfortable silence fell between them, enhanced by the ticking of the kitchen clock and the patter of hailstones on the windowpanes. It felt like they were the only two people in the world and that she was living out her most personal of fantasies. Except, in her dreams, after dinner, Caleb would sweep her off her feet and carry her up the stairs to bed.
She took another peep at his face, only to find his gray gaze trained on her.
āWhat is it?ā She touched her nose. āIs there something else on my face?ā
āI was just looking.ā He paused. āIād forgotten how pretty you are.ā
She took a hasty sip of her lemonade and ended up choking herself so badly that Caleb had to get up and slap her on the back.
After he resumed his seat, she jumped out of hers, and started collecting the plates.
āThereās apple pie and ice cream if youāre still hungry?ā
āApple pie would be good, but Iām avoiding anything with the word ice in it.ā
āI hear ya.ā Lucy nodded. āIāll warm some up for you.ā
He grimaced. āI guess I should try and call Dad while youāre doing that.ā
āYou go ahead.ā
She determinedly turned her back as he held the phone to his ear and eventually started speaking.
āDad? Itās me. I should be with you by Christmas Day. Anything you want me to bring from town for you? Call me back when you get a chance.ā
He set the phone on the countertop and looked over at Lucy. She decided not to ask him why it would take him four days to travel the eight miles up to the ranch.
āHe almost never answers his cell or landline.ā
āMy grandma was the same. She always answered the B&B number, but never her own phone. Itās probably a generational thing.ā
āDid she leave you this place?ā
āYup.ā Lucy smoothed a hand over the scarred surface of the pine table. āI think Iām the only one in the family who loved it as much as she did.ā
āWhat about your parents?ā
āBack in Seattle. Dadās working at the hospital and Momās a tenured professor at the university.ā
Caleb nodded. āI hear from Dan occasionally.ā
āNice.ā She smiled. āProbably more than I do. Heās a terrible correspondent. He only calls when heās stuck somewhere and needs money.ā
āSounds like Dan.ā Caleb started on his apple pie. āThis is good.ā
āThanks, I made it.ā Lucy cut him another slice and indulged in a little fantasy about him coming home to her every night for pie and . . . other things maybe involving whipped cream.
āHave you ever left here?ā
She set down the spoon. āYes. I went to college at Humboldt.ā
He half smiled. āThat hardly counts.ā
āMaybe not to you, but I enjoyed it.ā Lucy deliberately ignored the many implications behind his words. āNot everyone gets into Stanford like you did.ā
āDid you apply to anywhere except Humboldt?ā
āOf course, I did. Caleb Erickson, are you judging me? I was offered a full scholarship there.ā
āHell, no.ā He leaned back in his chair until it started to creak. āNothing to do with me. You just always struck me as a smart little kid.ā
āIām only six years younger than you are.ā Lucy pointed out.
āYeah?ā He studied her again, his hand smoothing over his mouth and beard. āI thought it was more than that.ā
āIām twenty-eight, and for your information I spent several years working for a multinational hotel chain before I decided to come back here and help Gran out. So, stop trying to treat me like a country hick.ā
His eyebrows rose. āStill as feisty as ever then.ā
āI had to be, growing up with Dan as a brother.ā
āI bet.ā He returned his attention to his apple pie.
Lucy waited for her temper to settle. She rarely got mad, but Dan and Caleb had worked out exactly how to yank her strings, and it seemed nothing had changed.
āWould you like some more coffee?ā Lucy reverted to professional mode as she cleared the table.
āNo, thanks.ā He stifled a yawn behind his hand. āI think Iāll turn in. I drove down overnight.ā
āThen Iāll show you to your room.ā Lucy washed her hands and went to help him with his luggage.
āIāve got it.ā Caleb waved away her help and she didnāt argue. She walked back through to the main hall, ascended the stairs, and stopped at the door to number three.
āWe still use old-fashioned keys here.ā She unlocked the door and handed the key to Caleb, who went into the room. āAs youāre the only guest, breakfast can be anytime you want. I donāt think Iāll be going anywhere in this weather, so just come down to the kitchen when youāre ready to eat.ā
He had his back to her as he set his bags down and looked around the room. She stayed where she was and pointed out various things rather than intrude on his space.
āItās a nice room.ā He nodded.
āYouāre welcome.ā
He came back toward the door and looked down at her. āThanks for taking me in.ā
āIt was my pleasure.ā
He leaned in and dropped a kiss on the top of her head. āNight, little Lucy.ā
āNightāā Before sheād even finished speaking, he shut the door in her face, leaving her standing there opening and closing her mouth like a goldfish. Eventually, she turned and went down the stairs to begin closing up for the night. Caleb Erickson was back in town for the holidays, staying in her B&B, and heād just dropped a friendly kiss on her head like she was six . . .
Lucy sighed. Would he ever see her as an equal, or was she doomed to be his best friendās little sister forever? She had a few days to make him see her in a different light and she was determined to take advantage of them. Fate had dropped Caleb on her doorstep for aĀ reason. Now all she had to do was decide what to do about her unexpected gift.